sO LonG...

It really has been a long time since I wrote here
Some of my better days are posted on here
Tears cried, Loves experienced, Bloomed friendships
I feel a burning desire to write here once more....

<3nay

mOviNg On...

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]

(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along




<3nay

mOThErhOOd...

No guy cud ever understand...
There is a feeling that goes off inside a womens heart
Every time she sees a baby
It's a precious moment!

Welcoming to the world...
Sasha Louise Smith

<3nay

hOw i'M FeEliN...

So much goin on inside
But i guess it's bein covered by the outside
At times i cudn't b happier
Moments of silence are the killer
Then u must think
I know all the right answers
But shud i even b havin these questions?
I'm blessed!!!
No doubt bout that...
I love the changes and challenges
Gives excitement and opportunities
I know time will tell...
Very random..

<3nay

CaN'T gEt U oUt Of MY hEAd...

Being back on the streets this past weekend
Really made my spirit come alive again
I miss it, more then i realized!!
There is a boldness and excitement
That just comes all over you wen u are out there
God is really awakening fresh vision and passion inside me..
It's very exciting!!
Yet at this very moment.....
Thats wen those moments of calm and stillness are most treasured.




<3nay

aH mUSiC...

I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart,
I'll see.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.


I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see, lyricstop
And you'll realise that you love me.

Yeah...
Yeah...

Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,
Sometimes, the frist thing you want never comes,
And I know, the waiting is all you can do,
Sometimes...

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep,
I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep 'cos I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me, yeah...

yeah...
yeah...
yeah...
yeah...

<3nay

In tHe LiGhT...

Horrible day!!...
but it ended so well...
was originally dreadin the POX vision night...
but it ended up being sooo much fun...EXACTLY wot i needed...
jumpin round during praise & worship...
like back in the good ole youth ralley days...
screamin the lyrics of "in the light"
because no one else remembered it..lol...
got to realieve some supressed anger...
and let go of some tension i've been feelin...
God just proved so faithful to show up right in the middle of it all...
they sang "here i am to worship"...
brought me back to that moment in malmo, sweden...
i became totally consumed once again by His presence..
wot a GREAT feeling..
after all that...
had a nice walk, (oh for fresh air, includin from ppl)
closely followed was my adventure of waxin aaron's arm pits...
i think knowin he was in pain was the best part of all..lol..sorry aaron...
made me miss college A LOT!!..and rachael..oh i can't wait to see her!!...
after that the wrestling began in the computer lab...
louise with jessy, louise with lacie, me with jessy...
louise with me, louise with jessy...
seein a pattern at all here?
great laughs...awesome way to end the night!!!!...
new wind to face the day tomorrow...
night..
<3nay